December 11, 2005 - My illness!!
I'm going to be real honest and tell
you all whats been happening to me, I Just got word that indeed I am
going to yet another Job Interview this week like I have said in
previous entries I really hate riding that wagon. Not only do you have
to do and say the same crap over and over but you gotta make sure that
you don't throw up all over the employer. Unfortunately I suffer from
high Anxiety Attacks, so anything to do with pain or a highly
stressfull situation can trigger it without warning. It sometimes can
get bad by just having to simply wait in a line of people. I just
never know when it will happen and the way it shows itself is by
switching my brain off for a minute ie 'I Faint like a girl'. I cannot
drive for this reason. There were occassional cures like wiggling your
toes to create blood flow to the brain. But I soon became immune to
those remedies. I seriously hope I'll be okay its getting worse.,
I know I'm not the only one to suffer from this dibilitating (did I
spell that right??) illness so with that I take comfort. But soon I
feel I won't be able to leave the House. Yes I am very worried.
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